Life isn't about chasing the future. It's about nourishing each moment. It's not a thing to be read and understood in a minute, rather, it's like a lesson whose pages must be turned regularly, or else again we would hold our future as a dream and live our present immersing ourselves in the delusional world.
Why we having so intense desire and longing in the beginning of anything to end it and when we actually arrive at the end, only despair awaits. Creating a psychic utopia to glorify the act by portraying the accomplishment as the path to happiness beyond any realistic measure is like digging grave for one's very own peace.